I crossed a river the other day
it slowly rose up to me to say
that while I wish and while I might
That it will drown my brain tonight

The wishy washy from within
will start to rise, then fall again
the bad seaps in and the good drains out
here we go for another bout!!

The ups and downs just make no sense
and all the havok my thoughts have bent
educe from within a suttle but latent
emotional deluge that’s all but hell-bent

on killing my mind and marriage too
when all I want is to be with you.
Please hold on, like you never imagined.
and ignore the painful hard-fought chagrin.

I need you!!