Sometimes I think until I get tired. Sometimes it seems as if I am mad. The doctors tell me it’s all in my mind but is it really of that kind? They see me looking fine but that’s just the cover of my pain. The worst part is, sometimes I get so depressed that I don’t even know myself and the funniest part is, I just don’t know why.
Jehovah understands but sometimes it seems like it is not enough
God help me! I utter every minute
Do you see the pain I try to admit?
One day I am happy until I want to burst
Another day I wish I could just die of thirst
Sad story for you to hear
But do you think you could ever bear?
I am so sad that I think happiness is a mockery
Doctors say I am going crazy
Jehovah says it is long suffering
I think it is everlasting crazy suffering!
Who am I to judge?
Our creator says one thing
But stupid I trying to give it a spin and I cannot even make a pin!
Can’t you see that my head is going to burst?
My weight goes up and down
Everything in my life is like a curse
No wonder they say I am crazy
Sad to say, many would like to help
But how can they help when they cannot relate to this hell
I am an idiot
I hear it so often in my head
Trust Jehovah and he will give me the desire of my heart
Jehovah God knows I try
But I am imperfect and that’s why it makes me cry
Will it ever end?
Silly me
Why ask that question again
I know it will end
But my imperfect bones keep telling me to pretend
Oh Jehovah, please help me get out
I am here in it again
I am trapped in that huge den
All because I keep forgetting to hold on to my ladder which just cannot bend
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