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As I opened my eyes this morning I felt so empty and all alone,

you wasn’t there and I was sad, and the I love yous that you shared with me was gone.

As I looked to the sky for help with this, it was cloudy and pink hues it did show

For the life of me I don’t understand and I just don’t know.

How can one moment in time lead to one minute feeling loved and the next it seems to have left me.

Was it all just a dream I dreamt as I drifted off to sleep for just me alone to see.

I really truly love you and I just don’t know the selfishness you feel

If that is the case then none of this my dear was really real.

I opened to you my heart and my soul for only you to see

but now things have changed and without it is to be.

I do hope you find the perfect woman that you long for,

but apparently it just isn’t me you have run fast and to the open door.

This is why I try to protect myself, to not feel love and to not get hurt,

I thought you was different from all the rest, wanting to love and not to divert.

I learned something from you and all of the rest,

None of you are different and love to me I am not to be blessed.

Although it is me you do not want to have and to hold,

you will always be with me in my heart to this you are told.

Be safe for me my angel as you leave me once more all alone,

I only want you happy even if it is not with me, happiness for you I have sown.