we are so diffrent then all the rest,
so unexpected, random not knowing what would happen next,
we could of took two diffrent paths up to us, 
some took the easy way out because they had enough.

I took the harder path a direction not many succeed,
while I cried over watching others lay there and bleed,
I went to school, I went with my heart,
others though just fell apart.

I stood strong only the weak would die,
others just stood there eyes caught in a lie,
competition is everything between the girls and boys,
playing with emotions like there old toys.

I’m a double edged blade,
I’m through with being your puppet, being played,
I choose the path thats worth it in the end,
after all I never needed any friend.

I’m a double edged blade,
I won’t let my happyness just fade,
I’m tired of bottling up my feelings,
staring up blankly at the ceiling.

just thinking, waiting, for a miracle to lay me down,
I won over the others so please hand over the crown,
I’m not about to slip up after everything I’ve been through,
like all the stupid things I’ve seen you do.

no life is worth ending at an age so young,
no smoke is worth effecting my lungs,
I will not give into killing myself like the others,
think of the family think of our mothers.

I’m a double edged blade,
I choose to live not to die,
nomore cries and no letter written “goodbye”,
I’m stronger then I appear in your eyes,
I after all went through madness, but I survived….