Empty bottle on the window sill, how much did I drink?

Empty mind as I sit and chill, damn, how much did I think?

I used to float on top of clouds and shit, how much did I sink?

They say things can change in the blink of an eye, how much did I wink?

I can’t even talk right, tipsy and can’t even walk right

But it’s funny how the alcohol make everything seem like it’s alright

So fuck everybody, all I need is my bottle on some wino shit

All every relationship leave me is -saur on the end on some dino shit

Guess I’m blessed cause I’m breathing but I’m stressed every evening

Seems like life may be nothing but a test and I’m cheating

Y’all out to kill me huh?, well fuck it, I’ll kill myself

Life always leave a nigga sick, shit, I might as well heal myself

Fuck ya, you were never there, you mufuckas never cared

Had a piece of the good life and you mufuckas never shared

Lift up ya head and stare – eyes blood shot red as I cry alone

Letting it all go, no funeral, no memeorial, let me die alone

Cause all it’s gon be is people talking about how they and I condoned

When in reality I lived life like a pirate, with just eye alone

Drinking and driving saying it’s not technically suicide, a way out of hell

Phone rings, caller I.D. says Destiny as the tires Screech, I got Saved by the Bell

So I run with scissors on a wet floor but the blades went flat on me

Said I’ll never break, but I know I’m not a junkie and I’m starting to see cracks on me

Emotional wreck…I love all of yall

I just love that emotion-free sex more, so fuck all of y’all

As a matter of fact, I’m abstinent, I don’t fuck with y’a'll

Thought y’all was real but y’all was acting it, I’ll give up for y’all

They say drunk words are sober thoughts, and now the liquor fills me

And if these are the thought I think when I’m sober, here’s a glimpse of the real me