emotional roller coaster hard to ride without  the fear of falling captured in the wrong photo nothing here is picture perfect neither is life I know sometimes i can think too much but unknown thoughts of others makes me more unsafe to let down my guard I’m trapped in a shelter of confusion abused in the mystery of a intimate moment that’s hard to explain, no regrets of what my life has been or may  become although some situations makes me uncomfortable i still believe life goes on.Life is sometimes all about emotions, some sad happy,and uncontrollable time after time i wonder why the beauty of the ocean makes the hardest obstacles easier to overcome, or why people want “change” if their would be always other individuals who dislike the things you worked hard to get.Why are there so many opinions on they way i look act, feel or dream if people say their main focus is the way the system works.it is true the realest people are in prison, the deepest are in another country or unknown factors in my life.the rain drops touches my soul, I’m caught in a zone where know umbrella is needed to cover me, the hot fire burns my heart when i think of the ones i lost. the flames sparks my eyes into the light of reality, never will i try to ex scape. the wind blows the ashes to the sun that shines on me .I’m living on the edge out of control and haters want let me be, Why cant they understand even with their words, and jealousy,my name will remain the same forever.I put down falls on the shelf where the dust covers them in every way..your in love all.trust is like dying inside with silent good byes