Pain in my heart,
knife across my wrist.
Tears in my eye,
knowing I will never be missed.

Letters laying across the bed,
hoping our love will come back.
Reading them over and over again,
knowing my heart is under attack.

Looking at the pictures of us,
seeing what I can find.
Knife digging deeper,
knowing I have lost my mind.

Going into blackness,
wanting you to one day see.
Fear clouding my judgment,
wanting to get let free.

Emptiness in my heart,
pain growing more.
Hoping to leave him alone,
laying here weak and sore.

Wishing to get up out of this trance,
holding on to what was once true.
Wanting to let go of this hurt,
but I’m still in love with you.

Remembering your kiss across my lips,
knowing life will never be the same.
Taking my heart to make it break,
now putting you to blame.