Mad as hell.
Seeing red, or maybe black.
Those piercing blue eyes come through the darkness
Telling me to hold my tongue.
I rage!
Narcissism taunts me
And makes me feel utterly unstoppable
I dare not say any names
That only brings forth more temptation
To lash out with my spiked tongue
And to say what I feel now is completely unladylike
It is these moments that lead me down my road…
My pitch black and haunted road
Now I seek to find ways to unleash
Unleash the demons within me
Now I find my spirits and drink
Drink that dark black spirit mixed with the energy of bulls
Drink until the stars are visible again
Drink until I am enlightened and joyous again
Drink until I forget that others are as angry
Forget that I am here.
Forget that i feel shame
And feel that I am loved by all my friends
Those that are drinking with me.
Those who tell me to calm down
Man I need my meds……