Realisation time, there are no parents, siblings, relationships. Or so called friends when a person has no money or material items to offer them.

The people you think care for you are the one’s who hurt you the most.

I only know how to give and enjoy sharing. I hoped one day the people I cared for and shared with would do the same.

They say I love you. When they need you and want to use or abuse you.

The people who have been in my life have said and done, what they wanted. To mould me, control me, belittle and mistreat me.

When I wanted to break away, I was told you owe me. I did this for you and so and so. When really they did whatever to convince me, they were sincere. When they were not.

Only so they could have a hold over me.

To take away my self esteem, to take away my dignity, to break me down. And take whatever I had of material value, then desert me.

To taunt and laugh, ridicule me in front of their own deceitful kind.

What a disgrace, unjust and poisons you are throughout.

Take, take, go ahead and run as far away from me. I don’t want you, I don’t need you.

What a shallow lot you are. You think your smart, with your discrediting ways.

You are the losers, who can’t see the good from the bad.

Monsters of this world is what you are. And you deserve all the greed, lust and miserable obesity, you face in your old age.

Losing your hearing, your sight and don’t even know how to appreciate good food, and water. When you are given purity.

You monsters prefer, dirty toxic harmful waste.

I’d rather flush down the drain, into the sewer is where you belong.

Stay away! I don’t want to see you, hear your lies, or smell your awful sweat.

Stay away, with your toxic waste!

I will not share any longer my sincere smile, food and water with your fire.

Burn over and over in your contented places! Don’t bother me to put out your fire.

I am happy in water, I don’t need to be pushed into your fire of misery.

I am content at my solitude. Thank you for leaving.

I am glad I am near to peace at last.

I am thankful for what I receive; food, water, clothes on my back and a roof over my head.

I don’t need any more than this.

You can take your superficial happiness, oh your luxury houses, cars and precious stones. And many other insignificant worldly things.

Well, you say. Why don’t I want, what you want. My answer to you all is this. I’m happy with the riches I have inside.

There are no material things, or words you your kind can use to change my mind.

Look who’s smiling now, and laughing loud.

The comedian you all thought was stupid, and strange.

I am real you lot are pretentious and crying in the dark and laugh at light.

You foolish, despicable, ignorant imbeciles.

You are accepted in this materialistic world, and I am not. You belong in this sewer of a world and, I belong in the hereafter.

Goodbye, good riddance- evil world.