Today I remember when you hugged me,

I felt your hard chest against my breasts, your warmth against my hair,

Today I look forward to when I can hug you again,

This time, I’ll kiss you gently and stare back into your wild eyes.

Today I remember when you said you love me,

I squealed with joy at 2am, woke the whole damn family up,

Today I look forward to when you tell me you love me again,

This time, I’ll wrap my arms around you and give you the most brilliant smile.

Today I remember when you asked me for help…

How I crave serving you, helping you, loving…and this time, you wanted it

How happy I was that I could have anything to do with your inherent success

Even now…I tingle when I think of helping you.