You disgust me,

You utterly atrocious being.

You lifted me–

To watch me fall.

Such disaster occurred

Causing the pain I feel

To multiply and

Hard for me to deal.

When lust and love combine

It is not a good sign.

I impulsively fall in lust, 

And it’s mistaken for love.

This fear inside of me

Is driving me crazy.

Just for you,

I will die.

Just for you.

But it won’t work this time.

I am already dead inside.