I see my life’s history flashing through my mind, 
Some of the pictures happy, most of them unkind, 
I ruthlessly drive the bad ones away 
I have to do this to survive another day, 
I can’t go back, I can’t think about it, 
It’s all so black; I can’t deal with it! 
But no matter how I try, my mind races back in time. 
Into the black hole I go, into this never ending freak show. 
I’m the victim one more time; I hold the key to the exit I 
can’t find. When it’s finished and I’m spent, I promise myself 
that I won’t relent. 
Pasted on smile back on my face, all the horror stored neatly in its place. 
Back to my imaginary world I go, back to my life that’s all for show.