It is amazing to see; transitions of our encounters
Astounding to currently wonder; what captured you previously
Hence, my lack of faith in a marital institution between two people.
My generation, it’s unspoken knowledge how simple a divorce can be
Lack of our parents diligence to continue even when miserable
Experience has taught me, people change, agendas change
To be accommodating to such is to maintain mutual respect.
When that is dissolved, too many questions arise
Without answers the other can comprehend.
At first I saw a regal man, with integrity and honor
I compared him to another with the same character
Subconsciencly I wanted to see that, hindsight I created it.
Maybe I am the snob? Am I too selective?
I seem to have concurrent one to three year discoveries
Either way the honeymoon phase comes to a halt along the way
One thing I have defiantly learned; if your gut tells you otherwise.
You’re an ass if you don’t pay attention to your own instinct.
Always a learning experience none the less. I try to never have regrets.
Pay better attention to my own needs, always take notes, and at the end of the road…
If I can look myself in the mirror at the end of the day and say I gave it my best…
Then it was a good day.