I know what it feels like to be empty inside
Trying to live each day that comes in stride
Wondering if this feeling in my soul will ever go away
Got nothing to live for but I choose life anyway

It’s all the same for me now, day in and day out
Wondering what the hell my life is all about
My life is not the worst & it surely isn’t the best
But in this life my soul just can’t get any rest

My soul is tired & worn out & raggedy
I’m only 22 & it really is a tragedy
Wondering if I’ll ever escape this eternal damnation
Hoping 2 one day find happiness & salvation

I feel as if I’ve been sent to hell sevenfold
Cause my heart is steady growing ever cold
 How did I end up with such a wretched existence
Trying to make it with the utmost persistence

Mama always said I had the eyes of the devil
But she gave me the heart of the most sinful rebel
My soul is like that of a heartless mercenary
Shallow & empty & it’s a bit scary