My heart feels like it’s being stabbed by a knife,
but I no longer know why.
Trying to let all the pain escape,
for he is the only reason I cry.

Pictures sprawled all over the bed,
no longer being able to look.
My life slowly falling apart,
for my heart is the only thing he took.

Blocking him out of my life,
but he has a way of sueezing back in.
Wanting to throw everything away,
but not know where to begin.

Still loving him from a distance,
but nobody seems to care.
Wishing I could let my past go,
for I have someone new there.

Starring at my wedding dress,
while knowing she took my spot in your life.
Holding on to all the memories,
but she is now your wife.

Watching the images dance around my head,
while laying in the bed we once shared.
Hoping it wasn’t just a game,
while I remember how you once cared.

My love slowly fading away,
for I knew it would never last.
High school sweethearts never work out,
while knowing we once had a blast.

Figuring out what my next move will be,
while trying to block away the tears.
Slowly falling asleep,
while you leaving was one of my fears.

Living two seperate lives,
knowing one of them is true.
Trying to love my husband,
while my heart is crying out for you.

Figuring out how I feel,
but trying to block the fake from reality.
Still loving you for so many reasons,
but knowing thing would ever last an eternity.