No one will ever get how dissapointed I am in you

no, not even you

I just don’t get how you could do all those things that you do

but I can’t force you to be a father

can’t make you call, buy formula or diapers

but I’m sure you blowin your dough smokin sticky with them hos

while your daughter steady growin and needin’ new clothes

I steady keep givin you opportunities to see her

you steady lyin that you gonna keep her

I don’t flinch when you don’t come through anymore

I don’t let my hopes rise that you’ll change anymore

its not just about me anymore its about her

3 years so much drama heartbreaks and I end up your baby mama

that you swore wouldnt be like your other baby mama

big ups to all my single baby mamas

never understood how hard it really gets

and shit she aint even one

aint headed out for daycare, school or the rest of her years

I’m like damn I’m doin all this alone

but I keep callin’ you, I keep callin’ you…

guess you could say by now my heartbreak is fullblown

what happen as she grow older and ask about why you were never there to hold her?

lets rewind that cuz you were there in the beginning

but after about a month you became different

you raising your son but what about your daughter?

How do you decide to which child you’ll be a father?

got me feelin’ like me and my baby more of a bother

I look in her eyes and pray she never fall in love with a man like her father

now how ironic is that?

baby girl I pray you take a different path

and learn from your mamas past

what you think is forever doesnt always last

and some choices are harder then others

I dont wanna bad mouth you in front of her

I dont want her 10 years old starin out the front door askin me why her daddy keep lying to her

I just want you to treat her like shes yours

if me and you cant get it right she shoudnt be the one to suffer

we done already been through enough

you claimin you da best daddy in da world

yet its been 3 weeks and one day since you saw your little girl

what the fuck happened to you

you the one supposed to be the father figure

but now you nowhere to be found

go figure