I got two windows, they breathe out the soul 

but dont you know, no really no

that the world grows colder without the being told to

what gave you any right to decide to hold her

maybe im just growing a little bit older

but all i know is that its just not simple plain old truth

guess its the gray shade we learn in youth

its not black it isnt white

its the shit you cant take back when you fight

its the actions you make that you cant repent

its the words that i rant went i jsut vent

its the pain that i feel even now that its over

the color that left me gone at the closure

and theres just no use, its pain from romance

just wish i could say that line, save the last,

what? save the last dance, 

but i cant right now

besides shoulda asked for the first,

and the next, nevermind this just gets worse

its just this instance, another stolen glance

guess i couldnt take it, youve already taken stance

I remember sitting down just lost in trance

as i felt everything boil out to rage

like the animal inside was let out its cage

but then i just deflated, the beast in me sedated

and the anger u created, it turned to hurt,

everything  iwanted to say everything i wanted to blurt

just disapeared

washed away with tears, 

and i wanted nothing to do with you…but still wanted you near

see thats my fear, yeah my dear, i was so afraid of how i felt

but still wanted you here

didnt you listen to the words i spoke, 

did it make more sense after when through tears i choked

or because you smoked, it opened up your conscience

or is this just my sentence

for all the hurt i put on you mentally ignorance

but i never touched a signle girl, nor did i let one come close

i feel like i was shot up once more like i was on another over dose

and this was sexual, 

the motion was perpetual

it wasnt cheating but it mightve well been eqaul

all really wanted was not have to ask you to skip the sequal

i was hoping in my silence that youd skip the whole premier

I felt like you were taken, the purity once clear

was now gone and forsaken, like for me last year

Yeah ive had my fill of the spills and the stumbles

but ive never physically blumbles, i never felt like i would crumble

until tonight when my words all turned to mumbles

and my heart was smashed mashed and crushed,

everything i hoped for yeah it was mushed, trampled in the cold it turned to slush

and all i really wanted was to leave and just rush to smith school

where i could be alone, i didnt even wanna think about my phone

cos you left me alone, and thats when it hit,

thats when i felt the bite that just hit me right center

all i wanted was to enter- my own state of mind or maybe just to venture

out side all of the misery that was pulling me down,

i tried not to fall but felt my knees hit the ground

hurt me so bad, made me so fucking mad

but now im just sitting here contemplating while im sad

I know i told you to make what u felt was the right decision

but i never had the idea, i never had the vision,

that what you saw to be, your amounted indecision

would calculate to not include how i felt about everything

The letter i wrote, those songs i sing,

every single word about the uncomfortable thoughts it brings

i thought that you would take all this and include it in your thoughts

i thought that you would care enough but i guess not

the dancing pulled it out, it was your feet that trampled my heart.