15
I stand here
Feeling alone
As if here I do not belong
For
My whole life
I wonder of you
Everyone I knew had a “you”
But I
16
I discovered you
Though we only shared a last name
Of Lane
One memory
A photograph
An a many a letters
The eldest of three
But none for me
No Happy Birthday’s
Christmas’
Of you I’d see
My whole life
I wonder of you
Everyone I knew had a “you”
But I
18
Christmas Eve
There you stood
As if always, you had been there
Yet and still
As if an infant
With all my heart
I loved you
Still, I love you
21
Here I stand
The outside looking in
Who am I to judge?
Though disappointment
Runs through my blood
Yet I stand where I stood
Feeling as if I were
15
When my whole life
I wonder of you
And everyone I knew had a “you”
But I