Taking pills to make me sleep,
for I cannot stop thinking of you.
Every memory ng my every thought,
for I m no longer able to move on with my day.

Staying curled up on the couch underneath a blanket,
no longer wanting to do anything or see anybody.
Tears streaming down my face, staining the night gown I still have on,
but nothing seems to make losing you any easier.

Reading hoping to get you out of my head,
but my life doesnt seem to be the same.
My son rolling around the floor,
but I can no longer play with him.

Feeling stuck on the couch not able to move,
only wanting to leave you behind in the past.
knowing things will get better,
but never knowing when because I have been in pain for so long.

Seeing my life go on with out me there,
wanting to feel the way I way I used to when you are here,
but I know I will always remain broken,
for you took the most important things from me.

Trying to stay possitive for I need raise my son,
and I hate him seeing me so sad.
Now is the time for me to say goodbye to you forever,
for now I no longer want to remember my past.