as the world i live in turns to dust

i do all i can to do what i must

no matter how hard i try

and how much i hurt

I’m getting tired of these lies

the pain and the work

so what do i do

in this time of need

no one to turn to

as far as my eyes can see

because i know in my heart

that what i see is true

people tearing me apart

but i have nothing to lose

they don’t take me seriously

as i conceal each part

my mind my soul

my feelings and my heart

no one will know

because nobody cares

not willing to give

and not willing to share

living this life

may be different to yours

i know I’m different to you

for that i am sure

and all the while

their telling me what i need to do

and what i need to say

i know for sure

that i will make it someday

and when that day comes

that will be the day

that i made myself happy

finally

free