I’m afraid coz my heart starts to beat again,
Though I know that my sufferings will only just retain.
Yet I know I’m a sinner who inherit other’s punishment,
Still I keep trying to find a perfect one willing to represent.
And now I’m just wishing to stop this delusion that is in the summit.
Coz it will not work so I’m just writing in the eyes of a rabbit.

Maybe I’m ugly coz my face have wrinkles and pus,
That I need to commit suicide for me to pass!
Maybe I’m voracious and greedy about everything,
That’s while I’m not a human but rust on the ring.
Maybe I’m the saint of the sinners, the unknown comedian from cave,
Tending to be good as everybody before lying my own and grave.

I wanted to be somebody, coz I need to have a buddy.
I wanted to be a post, coz people needs this subsidy.
I wanted to stay in my room forever and learn to establish my own,
Coz I do not have right to have companion with a thrown.
Coz now I know I’m stupid, I’m idiot and I’m worthless.
That I’m not handsome, intelligent and benevolent who is restless!