As i stare off into the heavens
I wonder why i live.
Time just tears me apart
taking all i give.
My life turns to shit
right before my eyes;
torn to the bone
by betrayals and lies.
Feelings of abandonment
flood my firey veins;
twisting and turning
I slowly go insane.
Forcing the habit
of a pain spiked pleasure;
slowing lurking in the shadows
longing for her.