Far away somewhere i am at the airport door

and a formal hand shake not a single moment longer then needed.
welcome,she says,next we are driving towards the city i guess

passing by the beach sun is setting and its a wonderful sight,
 i tell her i want to see the sunset,she smiles,next we are at 
the beach looking at the sunset with all its peaceful glory,
i feel comfortable as if i know her from many years,in fact it 

was only 3 months that too on the net,stranger but a friend

next we are at some restaurant having dinner,she mostly 

ordering and insisting to try this and that she looks beautiful

and warm and the food is excellent to die for,next i am outside

a cottage like house at the door again she offers her hand goodnight

a little less formal and warmer this time,but still formal nevertheless

i turn around walking away from the door but turned

around to see her still waiting there with a smile waving bye

i go back to her looking into her sad eyes  i say can i hug u ?

she is reluctant hesitates but then slowly puts her head on 

my left shoulder she smells of  flowers  time stops there

i dont know how long it was but a tear starts rolling down her cheek

and i say its all right honey let it come out she is warm starts  crying 
letting her hair down for the first time my hand went around her back 

rubbing her warmly but gently to calm her down,eternity passed by……..

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trrrirrrrrrnnnggggg i could hear my clock ringing loudly as usual oh 

my god it was a dream all of a sudden my hand went to my left

shoulder it felt warm and wet and smelled of the flowers……….dream?