From the depths of despair
when my world fell apart
I felt all alone
and heavy in heart –
My life had been shattered
by a tight-fisted hand
Who could I turn to;
who’d understand?

He made me feel worthless
to the depths of my soul
I was just a possession
for him to control –
Always blaming me
whenever things went wrong
Though physical scars heal
emotional live on.

So with no self-esteem
and in a broken mess
I made a decision
about my happiness –
It took all my courage
that I could find
To make a stand for myself
and leave him behind.

Those first few months
were the loneliest I’d been
But I knew it was worth it
not to be hit again –
And in finding myself
I cried a river of tears
Learning to love me
and facing my fears.

Though the memory remains
but the hurt has gone
My scars have all healed
my emotions live on –
Over four years have passed
since I walked out that door –
No need to look back,
no fear anymore.