Let me scream out in frustration, let the pain finally burst through.

As much as I want to seal it in, I can’t deny that I miss you.

Your grim goodbye had left me hanging inside out,

And this cold emptiness makes me want to shout.

Thoughts had been running through my head,

Memories that makes me wish I was dead.

Never do I want to be reminded of my past

Failure after failure, I just wish this was the last.

Can’t you see me? I’m going insane without your presence

‘I’m okay’ is such an overrated defense

When I really am not, I’m miserable and broken

You vanished, with words left unspoken.

I promised I’ll try to be okay,

But words are much easier to say

No more, were those promises of forever,

Never shall I live happily ever after.

Yet I strive every day to move along

I fight back the tears, urging myself to be strong

Still your ghost haunts me, and I can’t say a thing

Quite honestly, I’m getting tired of living.

No, I can’t say I’ll be okay, I can’t say I’m fine

I’m so miserable that I can’t even walk a straight line

No, I wont be okay, but I’m still breathing

And forever more, I’ll live without you, until my heart stops beating.