ive always been here in this little cottage…..
this small cottage in the middle of the woods…..
i lived here…..
but i always wanted to see the world outside…..
the world beyond the woods…..
the world at the end of the forest…..
i want to see it so much…..
so one day i decided it was time to go see it….
i grabbed my bag and opened the door…..
this was a big step for me since ive never set foot outside the door…..
i looked down on the dirty ground…..
i smiled…..
so i looked up and began walking…..
as i walked through the forest i was amazed…..
so big the trees was…..
so soft the grass was….
but after a while i came to another cottage…..
in front of that cottage was a sad boy sitting on a small and broken chair…..
i asked him why he was sad…..

“well i had to go to town to do some shopping,
but when i came back everything was gone…..
i have been robbed for everything i own”…..

at first i looked at him…..
then i gave off a big smile and handed my bag to him…..

“here….. it cant give u anything u wish for…..
it cant even give u all u want….. but at least
it can give u what u need to make a comeback”…..

he gave me a surprised look…..
then he thanked me and grabbed the bag…..
so we said our goodbyes and i moved onwards…..
i felt happy and good about myself…..
so i was walking with a big smile…..
but then i came to another cottage…..
here was another sad boy…..
i too asked him what was wrong…..

“nobody wants me around…..
im just a burden to everyone…..
everybody hates me…..
i cant do anything ryt…..
i cant go on like this”…..

i gave off a thinking look…..
then i took upon a big smile and put my hand on top of his head…..

“here….. ill give u my determination…..
ill give u my confidence….. 
ill give u every possitive feeling ive ever had…..
and every possitive feeling i can ever have”…..

he gave me a surprised look…..
then he thanked me and bowed in gratitude…..
he could finally move forward again…..
so we said our goodbyes and i moved onwards…..
but as i walked i realized the happy feeling was gone…..
i used to feel happy when i gave things to ppl…..
but now i was just empty…..
i didnt feel a thing…..
as i was walking i suddenly see a girl crying…..
as usual i went over to her and asked what was wrong…..

“ive lost my believe in love….
every guy ive ever loved, loved me too….
and its always happy in the beginning…..
but then the love fades…..
we stop loving each other…..
so we break up…..
but its like that every time…..
i dont believe in real love anymore…..
i dont believe that 2 ppl can actually live happily ever after”…..

i looked at her…..
then i tried to explain what love really was…..
how love really felt…..
but she just wouldnt believe it…..
so i gave off a big smile and grabbed her hands…..

“here….. im giving u every knowledge i have of love…..
im giving u every feeling love can ever give…..
im giving u my heart so u can once again harbor such feelings
im giving u my heart so u can once again believe in love”…..

she gave me a surprised look…..
suddenly she felt happy…..
suddenly she felt such a wonderful feeling…..
she thanked me and kissed my cheek out of gratitude…..
then she ran away while waving at me…..
i waved back…..
then i turned to the exit of the forest and headed towards it…..
i still was empty…..
but she needed it more than me…..
as i came out of the woods…..
it was the first time ive seen the world…..
all those ppl in one place…..
this is what they called a city…..
at first i was amazed…..
then i saw how troubled ppl in the world was…..
they ran around…..
always so busy…..
theyve lost their track…..
they needed guidance…..
i sat down and gave off a troubled look…..
then suddenly i gave off a big smile…..
i stood up and reached my hands into the air…..

“here….. i give u all wisdom ive ever gained…..
im giving u what everything ive been through has taught me…..
im giving u everything that keeps me on track…..
im giving u everything that has ever kept my thoughts under control…..
im giving u everything that makes me see clearly”…..

then everybody stopped…..
everyone just stood there looking for a few seconds…..
then everyone began moving again…..
but it was like theyve finally seen the light…..
they finally entered the ryt track again…..
everyone became happy….
i stood here looking over them…..
i gave off a big smile…..
suddenly it hit me…..
it hit me all at once…..
i fell to my knees…..
my smile disappeared…..
i began shedding tears…..
i felt hated by all…..
i felt that no one wanted me here…..
i felt i was a failure…..
there was not a single happy feeling in my body…..
i lost my track…..
i lost control of my feelings…..
i felt so bad…..
ive lost hope…..
the hope that someone will ever love me…..
the hope to be saved by the love of one…..
i began thinking that i needed something to take my pain away…..
i needed pills…..
i needed merchandise to help the pain…..
but i had nothing…..

“ive lost everything i need to help me make a comeback…..
ive lost every possitive feeling i could ever have…..
ive lost the heart that made me believe in love…..
ive lost everything that made me see clearly”…..

i stood up…..
i looked at all the happy ppl who now have what used to be mine…..
i looked at all those ppl who felt so happy…..
i looked at all those who have all they need…..
i looked at all those who is in love…..
i looked at all those who is on the ryt track…..

“i forgive u…..
i dont regret anything…..
rather me than u”…..

as i said that i gave off a big smile and went back into the forest…..
when i came to my cottage its was night…..
so i went to bed…..
the next morning…..
i never woke up…..