spitting out fire everytime u speak
not realizing ur life long effects
burning down our relationship piece by piece
the ashes scattered on the floor
they are only thing u have left of me
u try to sweep them up
trying to cover up the shit uve done
pretending like nothing ever happened
and that it was never ur fault
u walk around like u own the place
every step u take the house shakes
we all used to runaway in fear
but i stopped and stood there taking ur heat
trying to survive the fire u breathe
taking it all in showing my strength
u stop and look back at the house
the ashes of our relationship is all u see
they took over the house
u turn to look back at me and im gone
ive warned u from the start
now ur just gunna have to find a new way to have fun
me not existing means no more fights
no more yelling cause u feel like it
u start screaming but u realize no fires coming out
u walk around but nobodys there to even think about running away
u shrink smaller into the person that u are
sitting in these ashes crying ur eyes out
since the insecure 12 year old comes out
but nobody is there to help
since everyone is sick of the monster uve become
we all see through this charade
this mask u put on everyday to show how “tough” u r
just give up and show the true u
thats the only way we will rebuild our relationship