The other half thinks…this is awful

I have no idea what to do

The pain rushes through my vains

Taking complete control of my every thought

My eyes turn into fountains

Water floods down my face 

I can’t hold it back anymore

Part of me is happy

The rest of me is mostly crushed

Thinking of this makes me feel

So many different things

My heart is half and half

Happy and sad

I don’t know how to handle it

My luck is out

I sit alone

The fountain still running

My heart is half and half