i thought the way i walk will make me happy
but suddenly the time betray with me
i never know what will happen to me
but now i understand i am so lonely
it was not my fault i don’t feel guilty
but still why i am crying on my bed
i don’t know what actually happen to me

i open the window close my eyes
it was late at night
i was laughing on my self
suddenly started to cry
i don’t know what actually happen to me

after waiting a long still i am in waiting list
i wait for happiness which never come
i wait for my success which i never found
i wait for the perfect one she never come
i wait for the future but time stop to run
i don’t know what actually happen to me

i never found anyone who really cares
i never saw anyone watching my eyes
i never feel someone is with me
i never walk alone but when i look behind there is no one for me
i don’t know what actually happen to me

once upon a time somebody can’t see me crying
now the days are passing no one is here to see me cry
loneliness is killing me inside this is my life
i never wanted to go away but the time never wait
i don’t know what actually happen to me

right now no one is with me still there is hope
i thought the past will found the future
but the future is dark all over
i am still thinking but the past and future is still the same
i don’t know what actually happen to me