my heart is bursting open full of sorrow,
will these feelings carry on until tomorrow?
your love for me seems to be drifting away,
just to think of all the disappointments I will be making today.
I am not perfect, nor will ever be,
I just wish you could love me for me being me.
I try so hard and yet am still standing still,
I wish this was the kind of pain you could cure with a pill.
dreading tomorrow for what it may hold,
I clasp my hands together and watch life unfold.
my love for you is one of a kind,
wishing this were a tape that we could rewind.
when around you my thoughts seem to change,
but they’re just thoughts that I wish would rearrange.
you are a great man and I want you to know,
you have made me realize how low I could go.
I never meant to hurt you for I was once called your best friend,
I just wish our two broken hearts were the kind you could mend.
I cannot breathe, my heart is no more,
I have dropped so low that I am now on the floor.
if you could just realize how hard I really try,
maybe it wouldn’t be so easy for you to keep telling me goodbye.
I am trying so hard to make things right this time,
spilling out my life in this horrendous rhyme.
I will always love you, more than you will ever know,
I just wish it were easier for me to show.
our life is not over, still carrying on today,
and neither is this story we will both need to pray!