Trapped inside the walls of my own prison,

doors closed tight,this was my own decision.

Gave into myself submission.

I caant go on,

I can’t continue with my mission.

Deep within  my conscience,

I take a leave of absence.

Locked inside my head,

 held deep within.

I cant leave this place,

cant escape the pain.

Trying to get out,

no words can come out of my mouth.

Held back with pride,

riding suicide.

Looking in  the mirror,

death i can see her,

looking at me back,

but she wont attack.

Leaving me to rot,

not taking me from this spot,

holding her breathe saving me from last.

Now i am drowning,

deep in my surroundings.

I need to break free,

 please rescue me.

Balancing the scales,

help me out of this lonely trail.