Seeing the truth

behind the love that I have for you

Knowing that you are right to me

so close but yet so far, I can’t even reach for you

take your hand and love you

the way that I want to show you

telling you that “I love you”, kiss you

but knowing that you are 12 feet away from me

can’t even touch you

can’t even say those words that I want to say

I don’t even know what to do any more

Knowing that now there is a eye

watching are every move and action

like a camera at the mall

Knowing what will happen next

Tears that are soon to come fourth

can’t show no emotions

no sadness or happiness

Not even that

Wishing that smoke would covered the room

so I don’t have to see this world again

So that he won’t see the sadness

Or the tears that will soon

come forth to my face

Holding the tears back

Pushing you away

Making you get away from me

Hoping that you’ll love her

Like you loved me

Hoping that I won’t have tears go down

But not holding back any more

Crying myself to sleep

Knowing that He’ll love her

Knowing that she’ll be happy

Knowing that I won’t be happy

Let this be what it has to be,

Let it be this and nothing elsevv