My thoughts are always on you my love. Every second I am thinking of my love for you but also every second I feel the pain I caused you the pain I wish to take back everyday and it eats away at what little is left not in pain. I think how sorry I am how, I want you to forgive but mostly forget, for what I did was the worst thing I have ever done. I deserve this hell it causes I deserve the everlasting pain. I never should of said those things to you never should of yelled but I’m only a man and I’m programed to fail at a great many things but I do love and I wont fail my love for you I keep it hoping you rylize how deeply and truly sorry I am and return as I’m lonely IN this dark world without you and I know that something important is still missing from you that I hold as I am it your one true love sent by the gods just for you my love my Beauty my life my pride my one my sweet lady my Goddess.