Horrible thoughts
Triggering horrible feelings
Driving horrible actions
Energy overload to the system
Crisis: Denial of Necessity
Unable to effectively communicate
Delicate thoughts to deaf and unwilling ears
Internalizing what cannot be controlled
Only to conclude further despair is inevitable
Dreams become disfigured to maintain sanity
Hopes become fantasy as reality closes off
Overload, overload, over-killed hopes I explode
Implosion of soul, unsoothable anguish, bottomless pain
Turn off the light, goodnight….. end of nightly routine