This is a song I wrote about a girl I fell in love with in 1998 while I was going to school for Mechanical Design. She was a huge inspiration for my book "The King’s Retribution". She also helped me write the short story, "An Angel Visit". The song is about knowing what’s true to your heart and then letting it slip through your fingers before realizing it will never come back.

How Am I Suppose To Say

 

 

how am I suppose to know

what goes on from one day to the next?

how am I suppose to hear

all the childish ways

            of the unavailable net?

how am I suppose to see

through these troubling eyes of the world

how am I suppose to speak

in syllables that reveal questions

            to every word?

 

we look at each other

            from the river of creation

I feel the weight of such eyes

            rest upon my face

I see your black hair

            blow against your revelation

I could lie here forever

            just thinking about you

lie here in my bed, stare at the

            sky and dream away

 

how am I suppose to say I love you?

although my eyes are open wide

how am I suppose to say I need you?

when my heart has been ripped of pride

how am I suppose to say I love you?

when my eyes are open wide

 

I only want you to stay with me forever

but I know you have to go

            and brighten up the world

I only want to cradle your heart as cover

and I don’t want to loose

            you to the rest of the world

because you brighten my soul

            and the rest of my world

 

we will look into each  other

            through the river of creation

you can feel the weight of such eyes

            rest upon your face

you see my blue eyes wave a kiss hello against your revelation

you would lie here forever

            just thinking about me

lie here in bed, stare at the sky

            and dream away

 

how am I suppose to say  I love you?

although my eyes are open wide

how am I suppose to say I need you?

when my heart has been ripped of pride

how am I suppose to say I love you?

when my eyes are open wide

 

how am I suppose to say I love you

 

how am I suppose to say I love you

when I know my eyes are open wide

 

how am I suppose to love you?

when you have mixed

            feeling that dare to hide

 

how am I suppose to say I love you?

although my eyes are open wide

how am I suppose to say I love you?

when my heart has been ripped of pride

how am I suppose to say I love you?

when my eyes are open wide

 

how am I suppose to say I love you?

How Am I Suppose To Say

Ryan Keith Johnson

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