People always ask me how does if feel when your body’s taken over by anxiety?

It feels as if I am on a never ending horrible sugar rush,

It feels as if there are a thousand eels hitting every part of me with electricity,

If feels as if the worlds ending and this time my life is pending.

Its and overwhelming feeling of fear,

And it only gets worse when people are near,

It feels like my brain is going to explode,

Because all my  thoughts are on an over load,

If feels like I’m having a heart attack,

My heart is beating so hard,

All I’m waiting for at that moment is for someone to throw me the death card.

I can feel myself turning sickly white,

And when I look in the mirror it’s a scary site.

I feel like I have a fever,

I start sweating really bad,

Then when everything take its toll,

I get really, really mad,

I used to hit myself until I was black and blue,

At this point your probably thinking what the hell is wrong with you?

The physical pain feels so much better than what I feel inside,

There come some points in my life when I would just rather die.