How much pain can one person endure ?
How much must one go through to prove their love ?
How much violence must one allow before it’s over ?
Love and caring is not a game to play
If you play with a dirty deck.
The late nights and lies, the different smells on you
Did you it would not be noticed?
Did you believe I would allow your pain forever
One can only endure so much
One can only sink so far down
You can only try so many times before it is done
Like a drug addict addicted, at one point
Will either die or wise up and come clean
Understanding your agony
Your pain and loneliness, I have all but been there
and none the less with you
You showed me how cold love could be
How uncaring, unconcerned, and most of all
How lonely one can be in love
But yet not be loved back
Gifts do not make up for the anger for seen
Apologies do not help when the same thing always happens
I gave you my all, my heart, soul and mind
But yet you used that against me
Bringing me so far down that I should have been buried
But yet I got out to start over
To show you, You had no effect on my
But yet daily I am reminded of what have you have done to me
Nightmares and paranoia, afraid of what was next
Still I am not free, fore my soul you have killed
Took it, trampled it, not caring what the consequences
When will it matter to you
How will I know when you have truly changed
When you used to tell me the same long ago
How much must I endure?