I am so alone,

In this world I own.

Such a beautiful day and now the darkness has come,

I want to see the light but my mind is so numb.

My light dims a little at a time, 

Evil increases crime by crime.

I don’t know about love, I don’t know how to live,

So the world I will hold, and to the world will I give.

I will push it back farther and farther within my mind,

And there it will sit seething, growing till it’s time.

Slowly, incredibly my mind starts to play,

A scene so familiar with the minds of today.

My mind is gone and my soul is ice,

My life is done but my career will suffice.

Mind so blind, I kiss the lust,

Now I miss, love that’s just.

Walk and walk and gather up some food,

For the dark comes and the dim light is no good.

I’m just a hurt little boy, come play with me,

What’s the knife doing in my hand, let’s see.

I fell asleep and awoke with a vision,

I’ve seen the light, my mind made a decision.

There are so many voices in this world,

I can’t think, my mind is being controlled.

I try to escape to another life,

My thoughts betray me and my mind is a knife.

I don’t think at all, I just listen,

It speaks to me and tells me my mission.

I come forth from within the mind, within your head,

Let me take control, you relax and go to bed.

The thing which I am I don’t want to be,

What I want to be is not in me.

I hear voices in my head, but this one stands apart,

I hear one voice, within the stillness of my heart.

My mind was picked by a cunning vulture,

Now I have a certain vision for my future.

My soul is cast down to the abyss of death,

The cold has gripped me, the darkness stole my breath.

I’m a young girl, who wants to live and love,

I’m a young whore not an innocent dove.

Home in a box, family are rats and my friends are lice.

From a loving mom to this, isn’t it nice.

I cry and cry and I try to die,

Suicide on my mind and my soul I can’t find.

Blood spills for me again, my name is hate,

I kill one, take another and I set the third for bait.

Just when you think, everything is ok,

Voices come in person and family dies away.

Chaos on the street, fear in the heart,

A caring heart does beat, giving a coffee is a start.

Walking through this life in my mind of isolation,

Far for me to find hope and revelation.

Blood lust mind, chaotic envisions,

Listen to the voices, you’ll make deadly decisions.

Doesn’t matter where I am or what’s going on,

I’m in for some killing for my mind is gone.

In the depth of the soul lies the past,

In the darkness of the mind, demons last.

Those who are gone we miss a lot,

When they’re here we care not.

Help does come to escape the mind,

the mind fights back with violence of its kind.

Demonic beings in the minds of men,

Souls torn apart in the lion’s den.

Darkness wrapped around me choking life,

My soul cried out as it was cut by a demonic knife.

No one knows when the dark comes around,

When they play with all the minds that they’ve found.

Your mind and your soul is torn but you’re still alive,

You want to die, but fight the demons, you’ll survive

In life is death, in death is life, a few find rest,

Right choice gives you Heaven at the end of the quest.

Hold dear all the lost souls,

For the souls aren’t lost till death tolls.

Make a wrong choice and your end is clear,

Your soul is taken to a place of endless fear.

Take a close look at the nights end,

Some died, some still cry, some made a choice for an eternal friend.