I wish you luck

I’ll be going now

   I am not well

   My life is stuck

How did I get here?

When will I leave?

   The strength I should have

   Has abondoned me

I would try to cry

but there is not one tear

   Please forgive me

   I’m not myself

I know I am better

Than I am willing to see

   What will happen when

   I love

     Wait

Are the windows open?

Do I hear a dove?

   The grass is unnaturally green

   and lush

The sun filters through

And warms my face

   I experience peace and joy

   And pain all at once

When will I love one?