I can feel like myself

I want to go, I want to get out

I want to run till I find you.

Because with you I feel like myself

I don’t need to hide, I don’t need put on a mask, paint a face.

I can be me; I want to tell you everything, all my fears, all my insecurities,

All my wants silly or not

But when I look into your eyes, you’re gorgeous piercing blue eyes

You see everything, without me saying a word, without letting out a breath.

All my unsurity, nervousness, and terrifying thoughts and future actions disappear.

Like a drug straight in my bloodstream, I’m in a calm, I’m in a dream like state

And he knows, he sees, he understands, he doesn’t get bothered or upset.

He just stares as I stare back until he knows it’s ok for a little