It’s so hard for me to do this cause I just can’t bare to feel this.

  I feel so empty inside it is really hurting my pride. I remember the call that day and everything just slipped away. I wish I could have been there so you would still be here.

  God how it hurts, it just tears my world apart. I went to the funeral home and I saw you laying there and then I went to your apartment and you weren’t there. I couldn’t even walk through the door it just shook me to the core.

  Mom, I love you so much I wish I could just hear your voice or feel your touch. It has been over a year now and still I can’t believe your gone.