Luisa doesn’t have to lie to me; I know she’s fucking Howard.

But I don’t really care any more.

Why should I care about a whore?

I love the way Christina is.

I just don’t think Christina likes me in a sexual way.

I like her in a sexual way but I also want her forever and ever.

I can tell she was mad at me because I left and didn’t stay with her when it was my time to get off work.

Maybe Christina does like me she just has a weird way of showing it.

I still like Luisa but I feel like she’s not interested in me at all.

I feel like no woman is interested in me at all.

I want Christina as my girlfriend bad.

I’d never do anything to hurt Christina, Carrie, or Luisa.

I just want 1 woman I can live forever with.

And I guess if I have to I’ll spend forever waiting on a woman.

In Republicans eyes is our economy ever going to get better?

In my eyes it’s about the same as when Bush was in office.

I’m scared of management at my job because I don’t want to get fired.

I don’t want to drink and get drunk any more.

I just want to feel good about myself.

I don’t want to feel like I’m taking another dudes girl.

I don’t want to be scared of sex either.

But I am scared of sex.

Don’t ask me why!

I’m scared someone is going to shoot me for writing stupid shit.

All this shit on my mind I can’t let go of it.