You’re not who I thought you were,
At least I see your true colors.
You could never be what I want
What I need you to be.

I’ve wasted so much time on false hope,
Patiently waiting for you to get your life together.
You were drowning and I tried to save you,
but the more I triend,
the more you drifted away.

You were sinking deeper and deeper.
I gave you my hand to hold onto
I tried to pull you out,
You were barely out of the water
When you sank again.
You almost dragged me down with you,
but i was strong enough to save myself.

I hate you for being weak,
for conforming to your tragedy.
I love  you
but I hate you.

I hate you so much…
Sometimes I wana kill you
But I don’t have to kill you,
I’ll just watch you kill yourself.