Its days like this that I never know what to do
I sit and I watch,
I sit and I cry

Days that I never know where to go
Why do I never know?
I sit and I cry

Why do I never know what to do?

Demons arrive and hellfire spits
I sit and I cry.
Why do I cry?

Why am I not courageous like my old heroes or my old role models?
Why does everything abandon me?

I am alone.

I can’t keep going on,
I am sick
I am in pain

Demons arrive and hellfire spits.
I sit and I cry

The world moves on
I sit and I cry
The world forgets me

I will never be in a book
They will never put my name on anything
5 years from now people won’t even know I was here

I sit and I cry

Its days like this that I never know what to do
When life is absolutely meaningless.