I swear to God that You were mine

You wouldn’t even know anymore

Competition in the brief moment

Of combined presence has become

Our only exchange

I promise I will stop if you would 

Just come and speak to me, if your

Words would come to me and I 

Could hear you giggle again 

I have given up what held me 

Down, the thing I hated, that 

You thought I chose over you, 

Never would I and never would

I know a world without you

I led you astray, in a path away

From me and I can now never

Understand why and no hardcore

Attraction could ever keep me 

Away, I learned I’m content 

With what we were

I guess I have to say we need 

To scrap and start again because

You will never get off your high

Horse and I cant chase what has

Already run away 

I guess I will say fuck it and go

Again, this isn’t my language

But I have been so frustrated 

And I can never sleep so my 

Words will spew that what is

Burning up inside me and made

Me less of a person