I Hate….

I hate when people look at me

Like I’m stupid

Or dumb

I hate it when

I cry and feel guilty

About things that I shouldn’t be sorrowful about

I hate how I feel hate for my family sometimes

I feel so guilty

These feelings of mine

Are fragile

Is another one that I hate

I hate talking to random people

I hate it when

I can’t have that person

I hate the place where I am

I hate that I use hate so many times

I hate when I say I don’t like where I am

Because I know

Blessed I am

For being at this place

Even if I hate it

Sometimes

I hate that relationships are nowhere near me

I hate that people use words against me

I hate that I am above normal

I hate that people just criticize

And don’t look at themselves

I hate

The word hate

So just drop it

Or I will pick up the hate

And throw it at you

And smash you to pieces

Okay?