good poem But don’t hate or pity yourself, the act will not benefit you.

This is well written, but if this is your reality and not just a poem, you need to find an older person who you trust and discuss your sentimemts. To survive in this world we must be a friend to ourselves, that means to first love ourselves. Also have self-esteem. You are good, you have a gift, you write with depth. Srop hating yourself and cultivate love for yourself. There is enough external hatred around without you turning hate internally. Try harder. You can do better.

Please speak with a good Christian councillor. Self hate and pity is so destructive.

You are special. The fact that Jesus sent you here proves it.

I will pray that the Holy Spirt comforts and reassures you.

If you would like to talk with me, I will gladly take time to listen to you and help you as much as I can.

Jesus loves you. Take comfort in His love. Just pour your heart out to Him. He is waiting to hear from you and heal you with His special love.

I wish I could be there to give you a re-assuring hug myself.