When you look into my eyes
You see into my soul
When I look into your eyes
I see they’re still cold
How can someone who hurt me so bad
See down deep and still make me sad?
You’ve got me on edge
Ready to tear
I hate the way you make me feel
But there is no fear
Everytime you’re around
My heart races and pounds
I get the butterflies in my stomach
They make me weak
I fall for you still
I always get beat
It’s like in that song
The girl is crying over the boy
It’s so damn wrong
He made her his toy
And I wonder how long
This will go on
I can’t take what you don’t even know
And I can’t mistake what I don’t show
My guts on the floor for you
I’ll pour them in a cup
Drink them like you want to
The acid in your stomach will eat them up
Here taste my feelings too
They taste disgusting
They’re sour like your attitude
I hope the pit of your stomach starts rusting
All that carbon dioxide with no way to breathe
The air will all be rushing
So you die slowly
Torturous and painful
I really don’t want that
But you’re so disdainful
That I don’t want you back
I don’t want you to see into me
I hate that you can
From your gaze I want to be free
This is all I can stand.