Your poems always bring out a lot of emotion in me. They are so raw and pure. Such a talent. Your feelings shine so strong that you touch who ever reads them. If this is the only thing that helps you cope then by all means you keep writing because you are an awesome talent! Keep those dark thoughts at bay and never let you heart stray.
God bless.
DEB.

Pain from pushing them away is just as bad as the pain of losing them, someone once said (I cant remember who) “It is better to have loved and lost then to have never loved at all,” I loved someone who I thought would always give me peace, I never thought I could go on without them, but I am still standing, also I know how hard it can be to get up, just find something you want to do or makes you happy and work towards it, use it to pull you from the cool sheets, into something that might one day bring you the everlasting peace we all seek.

Do not ever give up hope for yourself. I speak from experience. I was a severley abused child turned rebel and it took me 30 years to overcome my pain, frustration, depression and anxiety. There is always HOPE.

Oh sweetie, I am so sorry. Your introspective write is such an extension of your emotions. Take heart and listen to what Debra, Jasin and Will have said. I can relate so much to this. I fight to keep myself in a good place every day of my life. Believe me, you are not alone.

-M

I think this is a wonderful poem – thank you for sharing it. It shows that you have the courage to express what you are feeling and that is beautiful in and of itself.

Blessings.

Sincerely,

-Liane Schmidt.

wow this poem,”i have a secret” brought tears to my eyes,very good