I won’t allow these tears to fall

I refuse To let my guard down

Call me stubborn

But i dont wanna be vulnerable

Nothing goes easy for me

But i still put a smile on it.

The way my lifes going.

I won’t wanna see tomorrow.

I wanna do it

I wanna jump of that bridge

and Feel good.

I wanna Pack my bags and go

and never look back

But How?

To where?

I don’t even know

My minds filled with pain.

I’m all Alone

I’m Getting No where in life

I’m Hopeless